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Don't know why.I'm suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of emotions.Yeah, just hit me.Make that a mid surfwave please. I thought I was pretty strong, taking things in my stride. Maybe cos I was choosing which photos to put up in my room. Looking through the albums in my lappie, I reminisced all that has happened these past few months. I guess I miss you,mybloodyvalentine.Oh, you've no idea.But we know this relationship cant go any farther. For we've tried. -bitemylip- you tell me you knew all along that I have not let go. But NO,I tell you.Its the on-off presence of him, that very pain he reminds me of, that I'm trying very hard to learn to let go.I thank the Lord for your appearance in my life. Without you, I guess I wouldn't have taken the next step. Maybe I'll never have you in my arms ever again. But I hope I'll have your shoulders to lean on when I need someone around,my newfoundgoodfriend. And for another, you certainly ain't my worth.smudge those lies.big egoistic mindfcuker. friendster horoscope of the day (comes in handy huh?!): If you want to keep moving, you can't let heavy baggage from the past keep dragging you down. Take some time to examine what old blocks might be keeping you from your goals. The past can be a heavy weight if you let it press on you. Can you lift it? one down; 3 to go.knock 'em down! The only thing I'll hold against me is a picture of you tonight 
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